to make me drop to my knees and beg the universe what have i done to deserve this man in my life, thank god its nearly over, until he must release his hold over me, he will cling on tighter at that point, but eventually he will have to let go, but more importantly i must realease him and the other 2 back into the universe and go forward into the future with my children, with my head held high and a smile on my face.